I’ve never been the type to have a very big friend circle and there was a time when it really got me down.
I couldn’t understand why I have the life that I have been given and although I will never regret anything that has come my way, it was still something difficult to fully accept, because I had always wished that I just had a little more. I wanted to make a change so that my situation would change. I tried to change myself. I tried being someone else other than myself; someone that I’m not, and that was and never will ever be a good decision. I’ve learnt that the best person I can ever be is myself. It’s a very common saying I know, but it really is true. You can never change yourself and be someone other than who you truly are and expect to be happy, because you will NEVER be happy that way. You were made the way you are for a reason. You were given your life for a reason. You were given that beautiful personality that you have and everything else, so why not embrace it? Don’t you ever trick yourself into believing that you should be someone else in order to be better. Don’t let anyone try and convince you that you need to be “more” in order to gain “more” in terms of who you are. Don’t grant anyone that power over you to make you believe that Who You Are isn’t good enough. You don’t need to change Who You Are or try to be like someone else in order to gain more. You are more than enough and you are exactly where you are supposed to be right now in life. You’re busy growing and moving forward. Be patient. At the end of the day it’s not worth it to not be true to who you really are.
So if you can’t find kind and valuable friends. Stop searching. Instead, be that kind and valuable friend to the world. Never be afraid to be the one that gives the most love. People are broken. Some need it more than others. It saves. Love saves. Find that strength and be that one that helps save others with love.